Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Cum Inside Me

Vatsa,

I know you'd rather hear about what it felt like the first time a man came inside me, I'm having trouble formulating that story. Mainly because I'm having trouble remembering what it actually felt like, since the first time a man came inside me, I hardly even noticed it. I noticed that he'd had an orgasm (this was with Doug, in case you were wondering) and that was about it. There was almost nothing sensual, and erotic, about that night with Doug. To be entirely honest, by the time we got that far, our relationship was inevitably beginning it's denouement. And the sex? Rather bad... actually, it was really bad. By the time he came, I was singing show tunes in my head I was so ready for it to be over.

The next time I had a guy come inside me was my first time with my now-husband. And I don't remember that specific feeling very well, either but for (thankfully!) a totally different reason. Sex with him blew my mind and I was truly floating in the stars, soaring through the heaven of the best orgasm I'd ever had and damned if I can remember what it felt like when his cum filled my cunt. I certainly remember his cock spasming, his body tensing, the other physical effects of an orgasm but not precisely what it felt like when he came inside me.

So, instead, I'm going to write about my orgasms. Which, for reasons of time, I cannot begin to write about until tomorrow. I like to think that I have wild, sweeping, operatic orgasms. During sex, I almost always have multiple orgasms--having only one means the sex wasn't that great. And each orgasm is different, and there are so man different reasons for why that is.

Let me know what you think. (And I am thinking about the massage. I have to mull it over before I give you a definitive answer.)

Camella.

2 comments:

Datonfluke said...

This is Dk Boy. Yea my first time was a waste now. but now It's easy for me - because I have more experience under my belt.

Shannon said...

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