Re: I Can't Get No Satisfaction

Now I feel bad for teasing him when he told me that his cock hurt! :) I thought he was just trying to stop me from demanding more sex :)

I don't think size matters--I have vibrators and dildos in all sorts of sizes. It's hard to say what size he is because he adamantly refuses to let me measure him, but he definitely has a long cock. (His girlfriend before me was a mutual friend of ours and, apparently, she told all of our friends that he had a huge cock because for a while, whenever our friend Joy would get really trashed, she'd ask me if he really did have such a huge cock. It was quite funny but it pissed my husband off.)

For me, I don't care how long/short a cock (well, vibrator/dildo) is... I'm more concerned about width. The guy I lost my virginity to had a rather short cock but it was really thick--so thick I couldn't even fully wrap my hand around it, and it HURT. I'm fairly skinny, so every time we had sex, I felt like his cock was painfully stretching me. (He also had it pierced, and whenever he was inside me, he'd grind his cock deep into me and ask me if I could feel the piercing. I really hated that because YES, I could feel it, I could feel it scraping the skin cells off my cervix.)

My husband's cock, on the other hand, is a perfect width for me. I can easily fit my mouth around it (that's the other reason why I don't like super-wide cocks--too hard to go down on them).

And yes, my husband will go down on me but I actually don't enjoy it all that much. I'm pretty sure this goes back to the guy I was with before my husband--David--because David was obsessed with going down on me and proving how great he was at eating a girl out. It wasn't even really about my pleasure, or what I enjoyed, he was more into proving how great he was at giving oral. And he wasn't all that great. One time, after he'd been down there for what felt like ages, he popped his head up and crankily asked me, "Are you EVER going to cum?"

So, I learned how to fake it. And quickly. Even though I'd always felt that it was wrong to fake it because that doesn't help anybody but... yeah, after that wonderfully rude question, I figured he deserved to have me fake my orgasms. But I never, ever fake with my husband.

But, honestly, I would much rather 69 than simply be on the receiving end of oral. I like it as foreplay but I can rarely cum from it. I actually cum more often from giving my husband a blow job, than when he gives me oral.

I love massage. I've always been good at it--I read a bunch of books on it and took a few classes. We definitely play around with sensual massages but the problem for us is that we both give each other such good massages that we end up too relaxed to have sex! But I've learned some tricks now to keep that from happening. Well, one trick, actually, and that's mostly spreading the massage oil over my breasts and using my breasts to give him a massage. That usually seems to work pretty well :)